album preview

So I'm not into promoting myself at the kaleidoscope (that's why it's here), but I thought that whoever reads this might be interested in some of the new tracks that will be on the album due out in February. They're posted on my Myspace page. Just early mixes, but they sound pretty good.

www.myspace.com/courtneyjonesmusic


Enjoy.

another useless late night

It's amazing what you resort to when you can't sleep. For me, it's imagined conversations... one wants to be prepared, right? I think of how to approach things, and what to say for countless situations, a vast majority of which I'll probably never find myself in. And even the ones that do come to pass, it's not like I have the confidence to say what I want to.

That's really a distraction though. Because if I think, if I really think about where I am and the decisions I've made, I could drive myself crazy. I'm falling apart. I keep thinking this is as hard as it gets, that the light at the end of the tunnel is just about to appear, maybe I missed something. Maybe I missed something. Someday gets harder to live on every day. But I suppose everyone asks how much longer.